The Integrated Man: A Journey Through Masculinity, Shame and

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iscover the Freedom of Wholeness.

Derrick Maddox built an empire teaching gay men to reclaim masculinity—discipline, dominance, respect. But when a return to Los Angeles threatens to expose his forgotten past as the unapologetically outrageous Dirty Divine, the man behind the movement faces a reckoning.

The Integrated Man dives deep into the heart of identity, shame, and personal truth. It’s a bold, honest journey through the collision of strength and softness, pride and vulnerability, success and authenticity.

B. Alan Bourgeois delivers a gripping exploration of modern gay masculinity, confronting the dangerous allure of personal rebranding at the expense of one’s full self. This isn’t just a story of survival—it’s a story of reintegration, of learning to be whole again.

If you’ve ever wrestled with the labels society places on you—or the ones you place on yourself—this book will challenge, inspire, and liberate you.

Masculine. Feminine. Powerful. Flawed. All of it belongs.